Wahh! I'm getting depressed. Negative... Negative.. GO AWAY!! POSITIVE.. POSITIVE.. COME!
I don't know why I feel so alone today. I know that its just my feeling.. I know I'm just distracted to something. I know I'm just feeling lonely because I chose it to be.. I feel relieved in writing because I can reason out with myself through this. It really helps me to think and convince myself that I can do it. That I just need to decide to be happy. I can feel what I want to feel.. I can be what I want to be. No one is stopping me to do what I want except me. Although I feel like no one really cares about me, no one bother to ask me how I feel, no one cares what my opinion is, I know I just need to be patient with them as I am trying to be patient with myself. I know that others just gave back what I give so NOW, I decide to give more smile, more care, more love to people around me. I decide to listen to them and value their opinion. I know that I start giving all the things that I want, that I need, I know that's the time I will start receiving them.
I don't know why I feel so alone today. I know that its just my feeling.. I know I'm just distracted to something. I know I'm just feeling lonely because I chose it to be.. I feel relieved in writing because I can reason out with myself through this. It really helps me to think and convince myself that I can do it. That I just need to decide to be happy. I can feel what I want to feel.. I can be what I want to be. No one is stopping me to do what I want except me. Although I feel like no one really cares about me, no one bother to ask me how I feel, no one cares what my opinion is, I know I just need to be patient with them as I am trying to be patient with myself. I know that others just gave back what I give so NOW, I decide to give more smile, more care, more love to people around me. I decide to listen to them and value their opinion. I know that I start giving all the things that I want, that I need, I know that's the time I will start receiving them.
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